来た道と行き先 振り返ればいつでも 臆病な目をしていた僕
向き合いたい でも 素直になれない
まっすぐに相手を愛せない日々を
繰り返しては ひとりぼっちを嫌がったあの日の僕は
無傷のままで人を愛そうとしていた

千の夜をこえて 今あなたに会いに行こう
伝えなきゃならないことがある
愛されたい でも 愛そうとしない
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
僕が見つけた答えは一つ 怖くたって
傷付いたって 好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ
その想いが叶わなくたって 好きな人に好きって伝える
それはこの世界で一番素敵なことさ

Kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me
wo
shite ita boku
Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
Massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
Kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi wo iyagatte
Ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mama de hito wo aisou to
shite ita

Sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsukatta kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte
kizutsuitatte

Suki na hito ni wa suki na tsutaeru n da
Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki na
tsutaeru

Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa


On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world


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So. I think that was the longest period I have gone without posting for, about a week. Why? Simply, there wasn't anything to post about. Life's been boring. Study. Play. Go out for tuition.

Oh yeah, I did go out and watch a movie, Evan Almighty (wasn't bad actually), with most of the gang. On Tuesday night after tuition, followed by a sleepover at David's place. Only the second time I went to his place, but it's really nice. Didn't get much sleep that night (obviously) and spent the next day or two recuperating. And then tuition again. By the way, all this tuition is only for Specialist Maths, arguably the hardest subject I'm doing at the moment (definitely the hardest maths there is in VCE).

Reason for such a short post today: Mock exams start tomorrow. Yay. Reflecting back, I haven't done much. At all. Which is a bad thing, considering I'll probably miss out on academic awards this year. Oh well, study for the real thing is more important after all. Right now I'm the most scared of English, half my preparation this holiday went into Spec and i'm actually quite confident now, for Paper 1 at least. Which is tomorrow. Together with English.

Got to love how the school times these things. So i've spent the whole of this weekend trying to rush-cram English. Not working. Despite my effort, I can barely remember any quotes at all from any two texts. But I think English is more of getting into the mood and feel of the text after all, the rest should come naturally. Surprise, I don't have that either.

I have to postpone my prac at uni because of these stupid exams. Super cannot be bothered calling them up. Sigh.

Back to cramming, sorry for the lacking post today (which no one will read anyway). More of an apology to my irresponsible self.

Good night.


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