I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
'Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
'Cos nothing I have is truly mine
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Hello again from the post-exam netherworld. My relative perception of day and night, as well as other normal cycles of life have been rather warped by this sense of newfound freedom. No school, and especially, no exams to study for. I've whiled away the hours playing World of Warcraft, in a rather mad rush to get to level 70 before I enter the army. I started off pretty strong, but recently i've been wavering in my resolve and am starting to get sidetracked. Well, I do have many other things to get done besides this, I am moving to a new country in a week's time after all (OK, that realisation just shocked me quite badly just then).
Went out two nights ago to a pub (?!), lured in by Kylie and her ever-wily words. "Movie". Right. Anyway it turned out to be quite fun, although I didn't take any alcohol at the lounge itself (Being unaccostomed to alcohol, coupled with the fact that I hadn't eaten anything since breakfast really didn't give me the best circumstances to be drinking under). Still, prettywasteful fun night out. I find that with this group of people, it's really quite inevitable that I'm excluded out of every other conversation, having nothing to "recall" from past events to laugh or joke about. So I just pass the time listening to their never-ending recollections of good times past, and dream about my own.
I find it quite sad actually that we're no longer in school. Especially with all the anime. They just expand on all the various possibilities school life holds, all opportunities gone now. However, I suppose that in a sense, we had our share of fun times and laughs. Just nowhere near enough. I blame computer games. Then again, probably many of the fond memories would be from those very games themselves...
Well, tomorrow, apparently a group of my closest school friends are throwing me a farewell party of sorts, except it was organised by none other than Kylie again, which meant unknown venues, unknown times, and unknown activities (she has everything immaculately planned out, but it seems just a little too hard for her to let the person she's throwing it for know, I mean, after telling everyone else what the plans were). All I know is: Meet up at this place, this time, wearing this. Expect to be back the next day some time. Wow. Makes me question the state I've degraded to. To quote Kylie: "Trust? What does this word mean? Could you explain the concept to me?"
All I can say is that I assume they planned something fun (for them at least). Rest assured I'll be on my toes tomorrow (you never know with these people...).
You would assume that I've started packing for my big move to Singapore, or at least have some idea by now what I'll be taking right? Well, you were wrong (sorry, chances are you were probably right, but I like making assumptions for you). Nothing done at all. When my mum raised the subject it just made me go "OH CRAP" at all the things I had thought I would have done by then, that I possibly won't be able to do for, quite easliy, 2 years after. Finishing the unread manga in my bookshelf would be a good start. They're just a bit too heavy to carry over to Singapore, let alone display in whatever space I'll be allotted once I'm living there (Or will they? My manga collection IS really quite important to me, and I'll be constantly expanding it during my stay in Singapore... Oh, my parents and sister are coming to Singapore too... Right?).
I realise I won't be able to do everything I had hoped to by the time I have to leave... But to fall short by this much? Something must be done! But what about WoW?! More dilemmas... Sometimes, I miss the decisionless lifestyle of school/exam routines. There's the exam. Study for it. Pwn it. Done. I guess with freedom come these extra perks called "choices". Which I should really be doing my best to enjoy huh. I won't see them again for a while after a month's time...
Oh well, I should get to sleep, I actually have the house to myself tonight, parents went to Crown to use some free night at the Crown voucher thing, sister staying over at some friend's place. It's nice. But I still have to keep to my exercise routine, which means I'll have to be up tomorrow, exercising BEFORE I leave for my little outing. Gah.
Night~
Went out two nights ago to a pub (?!), lured in by Kylie and her ever-wily words. "Movie". Right. Anyway it turned out to be quite fun, although I didn't take any alcohol at the lounge itself (Being unaccostomed to alcohol, coupled with the fact that I hadn't eaten anything since breakfast really didn't give me the best circumstances to be drinking under). Still, pretty
I find it quite sad actually that we're no longer in school. Especially with all the anime. They just expand on all the various possibilities school life holds, all opportunities gone now. However, I suppose that in a sense, we had our share of fun times and laughs. Just nowhere near enough. I blame computer games. Then again, probably many of the fond memories would be from those very games themselves...
Well, tomorrow, apparently a group of my closest school friends are throwing me a farewell party of sorts, except it was organised by none other than Kylie again, which meant unknown venues, unknown times, and unknown activities (she has everything immaculately planned out, but it seems just a little too hard for her to let the person she's throwing it for know, I mean, after telling everyone else what the plans were). All I know is: Meet up at this place, this time, wearing this. Expect to be back the next day some time. Wow. Makes me question the state I've degraded to. To quote Kylie: "Trust? What does this word mean? Could you explain the concept to me?"
All I can say is that I assume they planned something fun (for them at least). Rest assured I'll be on my toes tomorrow (you never know with these people...).
You would assume that I've started packing for my big move to Singapore, or at least have some idea by now what I'll be taking right? Well, you were wrong (sorry, chances are you were probably right, but I like making assumptions for you). Nothing done at all. When my mum raised the subject it just made me go "OH CRAP" at all the things I had thought I would have done by then, that I possibly won't be able to do for, quite easliy, 2 years after. Finishing the unread manga in my bookshelf would be a good start. They're just a bit too heavy to carry over to Singapore, let alone display in whatever space I'll be allotted once I'm living there (Or will they? My manga collection IS really quite important to me, and I'll be constantly expanding it during my stay in Singapore... Oh, my parents and sister are coming to Singapore too... Right?).
I realise I won't be able to do everything I had hoped to by the time I have to leave... But to fall short by this much? Something must be done! But what about WoW?! More dilemmas... Sometimes, I miss the decisionless lifestyle of school/exam routines. There's the exam. Study for it. Pwn it. Done. I guess with freedom come these extra perks called "choices". Which I should really be doing my best to enjoy huh. I won't see them again for a while after a month's time...
Oh well, I should get to sleep, I actually have the house to myself tonight, parents went to Crown to use some free night at the Crown voucher thing, sister staying over at some friend's place. It's nice. But I still have to keep to my exercise routine, which means I'll have to be up tomorrow, exercising BEFORE I leave for my little outing. Gah.
Night~