Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
And I'd do anything for you
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
And I'd do anything for you
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you
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Exams are finally over. For the first time in my life, I've had exams both before AND after mid-year holidays. Trust me, it's not fun. I'm glad I sort of went OK on most of it though, some people didn't have that luxury. It caused me to feel both gratefulness but frustration at the same time, not to be able to experience what they feel, yet leaving me with only empathy to substitute. But sometimes, empathy isn't enough. Maybe I should stop caring so much. I wish I could.
The weather these few days has been degrading progressively into insanity. The whole day today the temperature has maintained a stable 5 degrees. Combined with environmental conditions, it actually feels terribly close to 0.
Today, I couldn't even get into Kylie's car (she gives me a lift to school everyday). It was so shockingly gusty, I could barely stand still. I was actually getting physically buffetted by the wind, no joke. I didn't dare to open the car door in case it got blown out of my hands and I wouldn't be able to close it. Even the little sand particles in the wind were starting to cut me. All this is horrifyingly frigid conditions. I miss a lot of things.
I'm starting to question the effectiveness of our international mail system. I haven't lost hope in it yet, hopefully it doesn't fail me. Because that would really suck. Badly. If it did.
Back to school and classes, 9 more weeks to go before classes end. Or, to quote David, 107 Days, 07 Hours remaining to exams. OK... I'm not going to do that anymore. Does evil things to your mind.
Sweet dreams.
Perfect to me.
Exams are finally over. For the first time in my life, I've had exams both before AND after mid-year holidays. Trust me, it's not fun. I'm glad I sort of went OK on most of it though, some people didn't have that luxury. It caused me to feel both gratefulness but frustration at the same time, not to be able to experience what they feel, yet leaving me with only empathy to substitute. But sometimes, empathy isn't enough. Maybe I should stop caring so much. I wish I could.
The weather these few days has been degrading progressively into insanity. The whole day today the temperature has maintained a stable 5 degrees. Combined with environmental conditions, it actually feels terribly close to 0.
Today, I couldn't even get into Kylie's car (she gives me a lift to school everyday). It was so shockingly gusty, I could barely stand still. I was actually getting physically buffetted by the wind, no joke. I didn't dare to open the car door in case it got blown out of my hands and I wouldn't be able to close it. Even the little sand particles in the wind were starting to cut me. All this is horrifyingly frigid conditions. I miss a lot of things.
I'm starting to question the effectiveness of our international mail system. I haven't lost hope in it yet, hopefully it doesn't fail me. Because that would really suck. Badly. If it did.
Back to school and classes, 9 more weeks to go before classes end. Or, to quote David, 107 Days, 07 Hours remaining to exams. OK... I'm not going to do that anymore. Does evil things to your mind.
Sweet dreams.
Perfect to me.
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