微笑 再美 再甜 不是妳的 都不特別
眼泪 再苦 再咸 有妳安慰 又是晴天
靠的 再近 再贴 少了拥抱 就算太远全世界只对妳有感觉
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Last few days have not felt like holidays, at all. Intensive courses take a lot out of you. From waking up at 6am to non-stop maths (not including lunch break of half an hour). You bet.
Tuesday wasn't bad, he moved quickly but it was methods so it was pretty easy to follow. Also an interesting note, during the entire day within the whole class (about 15 people), no one said more than a word to someone they didn't know. The most was "sorry" for accidentally nudging them or something. I found it all very cold and anti-social. Which was extremely odd of me, for those of you who know me. Anyway.
I was quite tired when I came out, but I still managed to run around city a bit with Emy, followed by the train back. Mum insisted we ate out. She couldn't be bothered cooking for just the two of us. Fair enough.
Wednesday, I discovered that I lost my pen. Yes, that's 3/4 of the way into my holidays and I discover that my pen is lost. I generally use a pencil for schoolwork. Don't worry, I'm not that slack. I just needed a pen for what I was doing that day. I'm never lending my good pen to anyone ever again. I vaguely recall lending it to someone, and I just hate it when they take it upon themselves to keep it upon finishing their current task. Just because I forget to breathe down their necks, pressuring them for my pen back. I should keep a dummy pen or something in my pencil case to lend people next time. Grr.
Today's class was terrible. Ok, I expected the Specialist class to be tough, but he went so fast that I was left behind in the dust by about lunchtime. I never recovered. The rest was blindly copying, hopefully one day when I look back it will mean something to me. Everyone else seemed to be coping fine, they understood where he was going at least. I think I didn't understand the basics properly, and he was skimming over the ADVANCED stuff. Yeah.
However, I thought I might try a little experiment. I initiated (or rather, joined) a conversation (considerable effort was exerted on my part in triggering this process) during one of the pitifully short breaks with someone across the table. It happened to be about gaming (of course). Pretty soon people were contributing, and you could feel the atmosphere noticeably relax and soften. Though it only lasted a minute, the mood stayed until the end. Perhaps a little extroversion wouldn't hurt.
Got to talk to Emily quite a bit as a result of these two days, I think I got to know her a bit better now. Always a pleasure.
It's 2.30am. Enough said.
Good night. To anyone who even bothers reading anymore.
Unrequited?
Tuesday wasn't bad, he moved quickly but it was methods so it was pretty easy to follow. Also an interesting note, during the entire day within the whole class (about 15 people), no one said more than a word to someone they didn't know. The most was "sorry" for accidentally nudging them or something. I found it all very cold and anti-social. Which was extremely odd of me, for those of you who know me. Anyway.
I was quite tired when I came out, but I still managed to run around city a bit with Emy, followed by the train back. Mum insisted we ate out. She couldn't be bothered cooking for just the two of us. Fair enough.
Wednesday, I discovered that I lost my pen. Yes, that's 3/4 of the way into my holidays and I discover that my pen is lost. I generally use a pencil for schoolwork. Don't worry, I'm not that slack. I just needed a pen for what I was doing that day. I'm never lending my good pen to anyone ever again. I vaguely recall lending it to someone, and I just hate it when they take it upon themselves to keep it upon finishing their current task. Just because I forget to breathe down their necks, pressuring them for my pen back. I should keep a dummy pen or something in my pencil case to lend people next time. Grr.
Today's class was terrible. Ok, I expected the Specialist class to be tough, but he went so fast that I was left behind in the dust by about lunchtime. I never recovered. The rest was blindly copying, hopefully one day when I look back it will mean something to me. Everyone else seemed to be coping fine, they understood where he was going at least. I think I didn't understand the basics properly, and he was skimming over the ADVANCED stuff. Yeah.
However, I thought I might try a little experiment. I initiated (or rather, joined) a conversation (considerable effort was exerted on my part in triggering this process) during one of the pitifully short breaks with someone across the table. It happened to be about gaming (of course). Pretty soon people were contributing, and you could feel the atmosphere noticeably relax and soften. Though it only lasted a minute, the mood stayed until the end. Perhaps a little extroversion wouldn't hurt.
Got to talk to Emily quite a bit as a result of these two days, I think I got to know her a bit better now. Always a pleasure.
It's 2.30am. Enough said.
Good night. To anyone who even bothers reading anymore.
Unrequited?
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