Are you there?
Are you watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
They say you feel what I do
They say you're here every moment
Will you stay?
Stay 'till the darkness leaves
Stay here with me
I know you're busy, I know I'm just one
But you might be the only one who sees me
The only one to save me

Why is it so hard?
Why can't you just take me?
I don't have much to go
Before I fade completely

Can you feel how cold I am?
Do you cry as I do?
Are you lonely up there all by yourself?
Like I have felt all my life
The only one to save mine

How are you so strong?
What's it like to feel so free?
Your heart is really something
Your love, a complete mystery to me

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This weekend definitely tops it all in terms of inefficiency. Looking back, I actually accomplished nothing that would have had any use to me at all school/exam-wise. Basically, wasted the entire weekend in it's entirety, from any logical person's point of view. My own logical reasoning capabilities have long since been crushed, torn and trampled upon.

However, with this weekend comes a resolution. From this point forward, productivity is going to start increasing. (It's not like it can drop any lower). Well, it really had better. English SAC tomorrow isn't going to give me much of a chance not to.

Speaking of which. Thursday was my Spec SAC, shattering the previous record for the most difficult SAC this year for any subject. Perhaps it was because my mum neglected to tell me the Wednesday before that she was going for my sister's school production, and wouldn't be returning home until 11. Yes, she had my bag, computer, everything (I had uni earlier). Studying into 2 on caffeine in the morning is highly ineffective.

I almost forgot about my uni assignment. Almost. Then I rememberedit being due this week. Almost started wristing. Almost. Then realised no prac this week. I'm still standing here stunned with knife in hand.

And it's almost 1, with 2 SACs tomorrow. Losing touch with reality.

Night.


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