何気ない日々 この毎日
今こうしてここに生き やらなきゃならないことも
なかなか出来ないことも そりゃたくさんあるけど
いつでも頑張ってこう それも周りの笑顔に励まされたお陰だよ
なんだかんだ言ったってやっぱ ホント感謝それがアンサー
かけがえない友達・家族 ともに心地よく過ごす
今があって皆があって Bad Dayだって笑ってられる
たまらずに涙を 流すほどにありがとう
笑ってくれる支えてくれる励ましてくれる大事な人へ
今送るこの気持ちを 忘れずにいつも
Nanige nai hibi kono mainichi
Ima kou shite koko ni iki yaranakya nara nai koto mo
Nakanaka dekinai koto mo
Sorya takusan aru kedo
Itsudemo ganbattekou
Sore mo mawari no egao ni hagemasareta okage da yo
Nandakanda ittatte yappa honto kansha sore ga ansaa
Kakegaenai tomodachi kazoku tomo ni kokochi yoku sugosu
Ima ga atte mina ga atte BadDay datte waratterareru
Tamarazu ni namida wo nagasu hodo ni arigatou
Warattekureru sasaetekureru hagemashite kureru daiji na hito he
Ima okuru kono kimochi wo wasurezu ni itsumo
I spend all my days here the same way,
chilling out, relaxed and unconcerned.
There are so many things to do,
a lot of them impossible for me.
It’s totally overwhelming,
but I’m always ready to do what I can
because everyone has a smile on their face.
I may not say it very often,
but I really am grateful for my family and friends.
The time we spend together is so special,
I could never replace any of them.
We’ve got this moment, we’ve got each other,
stopping, standing and laughing together.
I’m so thankful, I could cry.
This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I’ll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.
今こうしてここに生き やらなきゃならないことも
なかなか出来ないことも そりゃたくさんあるけど
いつでも頑張ってこう それも周りの笑顔に励まされたお陰だよ
なんだかんだ言ったってやっぱ ホント感謝それがアンサー
かけがえない友達・家族 ともに心地よく過ごす
今があって皆があって Bad Dayだって笑ってられる
たまらずに涙を 流すほどにありがとう
笑ってくれる支えてくれる励ましてくれる大事な人へ
今送るこの気持ちを 忘れずにいつも
Nanige nai hibi kono mainichi
Ima kou shite koko ni iki yaranakya nara nai koto mo
Nakanaka dekinai koto mo
Sorya takusan aru kedo
Itsudemo ganbattekou
Sore mo mawari no egao ni hagemasareta okage da yo
Nandakanda ittatte yappa honto kansha sore ga ansaa
Kakegaenai tomodachi kazoku tomo ni kokochi yoku sugosu
Ima ga atte mina ga atte BadDay datte waratterareru
Tamarazu ni namida wo nagasu hodo ni arigatou
Warattekureru sasaetekureru hagemashite kureru daiji na hito he
Ima okuru kono kimochi wo wasurezu ni itsumo
I spend all my days here the same way,
chilling out, relaxed and unconcerned.
There are so many things to do,
a lot of them impossible for me.
It’s totally overwhelming,
but I’m always ready to do what I can
because everyone has a smile on their face.
I may not say it very often,
but I really am grateful for my family and friends.
The time we spend together is so special,
I could never replace any of them.
We’ve got this moment, we’ve got each other,
stopping, standing and laughing together.
I’m so thankful, I could cry.
This feeling is so wonderful,
it makes today seem like a wild dream.
I promise you, I’ll never forget it, my precious ones,
who laugh with me, support me,
and keep me going.
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My shot flies faster; or my name's not Balthier.
My shot flies faster; or my name's not Balthier.
Hey everyone. It's the end of my block leave, the day I've dreaded but known would come eventually. I watched the day advancing closer steadily advancing until it's right here in my face. Tomorrow morning, about 6.45am, I leave for my new camp. Apparently there's no confinement period, perhaps I'll be back this weekend...
Yes, I recieved my posting on Friday: I've been posted to the School of Infantry Specialists (SISPEC), as an Infantry Leader (Trainee) as the vocation. And it's in Boon Lay (other side of Singapore, gay (no, Singapore isn't as small as you think =P)). SISPEC is considered command school, so here comes even tougher training than the first 3 months. Ahhhhhhhh T.T!! 6 months minimum, then varies depending on what happens after that, how I specialise (they are called specialists, after all).
Oh, the worst thing so far about the new camp (mind I haven't even been there yet). No MP3/MP4 players! Which means... Bye bye iPod, bye bye PSP =(. These were two things that kept me going through BMT really, and the new camp sort of banned them. Most notably will be my music, which I have found (to my glee or dismay, haven't decided yet) that I am really hard pressed to live without. But it looks like I'm going to have to. Sigh.
So yeah, the past week just been sort of taking it easy (however much that's possible with my mum around. Always manages to find stuff to do >.>). Socialising with my mum and stuff I guess, probably going to be a long time before I see her again. She flies off tomorrow, same day I enlist. Also happens to be my 18th birthday =.=". Apparently were going to have some sort of mini celebration among the family tonight, but I don't know how I'll enjoy it given the stress level at the moment, with packing and preparing to leave again T.T.
Oh yeah, during the week, went to see this movie my dad/sister recommended from Australia. So went with my mum to see it. The movie is called August Rush. Believe me, I'm not such a huge fan of movies much, and there are very few I would truly award the title "impressive". But this movie made the cut. I really recommend it for anyone musically inclined/literate, or even anyone who simply appreciates music. Pure music, that's the thought the movie provoked in me. I thought the plot and stuff was really inspiring and touching, brought me to the point of tears it did >.>. Keri Russell looked great in it too.
Went out for dinner with some of my WoW guildmates on Friday, namely those now members of Friendz. Among some of the names of those who I (David, Michael W, and Chao too) raided with in the old days who were present that night were Hachi, Koshi, Probing (now leader of Friendz), Tossen, Reifu. The other guys probably either raided under another name (doubt it) or transferred servers/joined our guild in the Burning Crusade era (pretty much all of them), where I was missing from action due to Year 12/NS. Sort of fun chatting with people with similar interests as myself; it was the first for many of them to meet each other in real life (IRL).
Went a little crazy downloading music this break, I've almost gone through the entire In Flames Discography, and almost done with the whole Nightwish Discography now. Within Temptation too, but not that far yet. It's still downloading/getting reviewed, but David recommended them, and their actually not bad either, if not as famous. Too bad about my musical exploits, they'll have to go on hold for a while. A long while. *Cry*.
Glad I managed to finally get the mail out to my closer friends over in Australia, it won't do to lose touch. Hope to do it every major advancement in my training, while constantly updating stuff over here. It was good to hear from them, their replies etc. Really touching stuff. Yet at the same time motivating like nothing else ever could.
Time to go, I've got to go out for some dinner >.>. Hope I'll be back next weekend!
See you all!
Precious ones.
Yes, I recieved my posting on Friday: I've been posted to the School of Infantry Specialists (SISPEC), as an Infantry Leader (Trainee) as the vocation. And it's in Boon Lay (other side of Singapore, gay (no, Singapore isn't as small as you think =P)). SISPEC is considered command school, so here comes even tougher training than the first 3 months. Ahhhhhhhh T.T!! 6 months minimum, then varies depending on what happens after that, how I specialise (they are called specialists, after all).
Oh, the worst thing so far about the new camp (mind I haven't even been there yet). No MP3/MP4 players! Which means... Bye bye iPod, bye bye PSP =(. These were two things that kept me going through BMT really, and the new camp sort of banned them. Most notably will be my music, which I have found (to my glee or dismay, haven't decided yet) that I am really hard pressed to live without. But it looks like I'm going to have to. Sigh.
So yeah, the past week just been sort of taking it easy (however much that's possible with my mum around. Always manages to find stuff to do >.>). Socialising with my mum and stuff I guess, probably going to be a long time before I see her again. She flies off tomorrow, same day I enlist. Also happens to be my 18th birthday =.=". Apparently were going to have some sort of mini celebration among the family tonight, but I don't know how I'll enjoy it given the stress level at the moment, with packing and preparing to leave again T.T.
Oh yeah, during the week, went to see this movie my dad/sister recommended from Australia. So went with my mum to see it. The movie is called August Rush. Believe me, I'm not such a huge fan of movies much, and there are very few I would truly award the title "impressive". But this movie made the cut. I really recommend it for anyone musically inclined/literate, or even anyone who simply appreciates music. Pure music, that's the thought the movie provoked in me. I thought the plot and stuff was really inspiring and touching, brought me to the point of tears it did >.>. Keri Russell looked great in it too.
Went out for dinner with some of my WoW guildmates on Friday, namely those now members of Friendz. Among some of the names of those who I (David, Michael W, and Chao too) raided with in the old days who were present that night were Hachi, Koshi, Probing (now leader of Friendz), Tossen, Reifu. The other guys probably either raided under another name (doubt it) or transferred servers/joined our guild in the Burning Crusade era (pretty much all of them), where I was missing from action due to Year 12/NS. Sort of fun chatting with people with similar interests as myself; it was the first for many of them to meet each other in real life (IRL).
Went a little crazy downloading music this break, I've almost gone through the entire In Flames Discography, and almost done with the whole Nightwish Discography now. Within Temptation too, but not that far yet. It's still downloading/getting reviewed, but David recommended them, and their actually not bad either, if not as famous. Too bad about my musical exploits, they'll have to go on hold for a while. A long while. *Cry*.
Glad I managed to finally get the mail out to my closer friends over in Australia, it won't do to lose touch. Hope to do it every major advancement in my training, while constantly updating stuff over here. It was good to hear from them, their replies etc. Really touching stuff. Yet at the same time motivating like nothing else ever could.
Time to go, I've got to go out for some dinner >.>. Hope I'll be back next weekend!
See you all!
Precious ones.
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