'Cause I don't presume to know shit about you,
When you won't really tell me until I beg you to,
But I know that perplexity's a wonderful thing,
It's a sudden found joy, the strangeness it brings...

So hey, you, could you give it a rest?
Just take me home and get me undressed,
Put on a fire and make it enough,
Oh, we're geeks, but we know this is love.

I like that we argue,
But not everyday,
Your scent in a room,
The way that you say 'color' not 'colour'.
What colour today?
It's grey, grey, it's grey.

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School's moving along, we're full swing into the next and final stages of my M1 studies - Head and Neck. And also, as rumour has it, the hardest. On top of that, we're going to have to start cramming in work from the entire year, a year's worth of revision into the next two months or so leading up to the final exams. Daunting task, you say? Well, sacrifices have to be made, definitely. But some things get sacrificed more than others, and some things don't. I managed to study harder than I've studied since I get into medicine for the last CA, despite it's appalling turnout. I'm going to break that record again for the Pros coming up this time. 

Building on the previous post... I realised something further. Simple, uncomplicated things, they tend not to hold my interest for very long. This applies to people too, much as I would like to think otherwise. Superficial people, they don't engage me. Whether they're just being superficial, or that's really all there is to them, I find it difficult to go further than acquaintences, or at most friends. I find that the people I tend to relate to, form closer friendships with, they can be complicated, deep. But wonderfully so. Much as I like understanding stuff, it's the things that sometimes I realise I'll never fully understand, that really enchant. Call me crazy, but somehow, it's those who possess a deeper level of thought and understanding who truly captivate me, no matter how they appear on the surface.

Ahem, as I was saying... The External Jugular Vein lies superficial to the Sternocleidomastoid, deep to which lie the contents of the carotid sheath...

I passed my driving Basic Theory Test (BTT) today~! Despite what it was hyped up to be, it actually turned out rather straightforward... Ok, it wasn't really hyped up. I was told it was easy, and that i'd be fine, while around me people had failed/were failing it. Anyway, really studied that book back to front, pulled a super ninja move that landed me in the BTT practice, right before my actual test time. Yup, you were right. Questions got repeated, lol. Anyway, now that's done, I've got to get my Provisional Driving Licence up, and start preparing for the Final Theory (FTT), and looking for private instructors for practical lessons. Contacts, anyone?

My goodness, I think we really annoyed the old man during clinicals today... Imagine, 10 medical students taking turns at touching him under his shirt, taking they're time about it, then discussing him, in front of him (albeit in English which he thankfully didn't understand), but honestly the glances we gave would have been enough. Suddenly the conversations would just cease, and 11 pairs of eyes turn on him, unblinking. We're counting his respiratory rate, but he doesn't know that now does he. I'd be freaked if that was me, honestly. Thinking back, poor guy huh ><.

I need a new bag. Now. Going bagless is starting to get to me, running around today without one was terrible. Ever since I broke my last bag, I haven't been able to find one I liked that was IN STOCK (mumble mumble crumpler mumble stock fail mumble). Now, I'm just desperate for a bag, not desperate enough to just get any one (I'm actually really really fussy.), but I'll explore a little further =P.

Bye~.

Beautifully complex.


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