Cursed with reason
In a world so defiant
Without conclusion
This is the story
The story we live out
And it is the moral too
Look at me I'm falling for you
Shaking, crying
Hating lying to myself
I'm tired of telling myself it's OK
To be this tired
This sick and tired of the turns the world takes
And the people that it makes us be
And lately it appears to me that
I'm falling down...
In a world so defiant
Without conclusion
This is the story
The story we live out
And it is the moral too
Look at me I'm falling for you
Shaking, crying
Hating lying to myself
I'm tired of telling myself it's OK
To be this tired
This sick and tired of the turns the world takes
And the people that it makes us be
And lately it appears to me that
I'm falling down...
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The last two days have been so mentallyand emotionally draining that I can hardly think/feel straight. And it's not just because of the UMAT course, though that was really quite challenging.
The simple absence of motivation has been known to cause death. Yes, death.
Weekends always have been the time for me to recuperate from my errant sleeping patterns. This time, its the weekend that resulted sleeping patterns even more bizzare than weekdays. And hey, its back to school. Where did the weekend go? Having done no work this weekend is definitely a bad sign. With the impending Chem SAC, I really must do somethingor risk death. But how to take action when I can't even will my brain to do it, let alone make my drooping, puffy eyelids stay open, or my dilated pupils to read the words. Even V can only do so much. After the course, everyone was simply knocked too flat out to even consider work.
And then as we were leaving the building today, I see a girl, fresh out of two days of intensive course, sit down at a benchtop. She then proceeded to pull her SPEC BOOK out of her bag, and start working. 5 minutes after stepping out. I almost /wristed on the spot.
The city was quite entertaining otherwise though, in the little time we spent there. Eating japanese food at various locations for the last two days, from ramen to curry, was a treat, if little consolation.
I should now try to sleep before 1am and hopefully not be affected by the weekend's endeavours in school tomorrow (fat chance).
Bye.
Lying to myself.
The last two days have been so mentally
The simple absence of motivation has been known to cause death. Yes, death.
Weekends always have been the time for me to recuperate from my errant sleeping patterns. This time, its the weekend that resulted sleeping patterns even more bizzare than weekdays. And hey, its back to school. Where did the weekend go? Having done no work this weekend is definitely a bad sign. With the impending Chem SAC, I really must do something
And then as we were leaving the building today, I see a girl, fresh out of two days of intensive course, sit down at a benchtop. She then proceeded to pull her SPEC BOOK out of her bag, and start working. 5 minutes after stepping out. I almost /wristed on the spot.
The city was quite entertaining otherwise though, in the little time we spent there. Eating japanese food at various locations for the last two days, from ramen to curry, was a treat, if little consolation.
I should now try to sleep before 1am and hopefully not be affected by the weekend's endeavours in school tomorrow (fat chance).
Bye.
Lying to myself.
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